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Monday Morning

I try not to use this word often, but I hate mornings like this. View full article »

i just called to say .. okay, goodbye.

There are a lot of times that I find myself wishing I could talk to someone, and yet, whenever I try to connect and share with anyone, I almost immediately feel like I’ve made a mistake and shut down. It’s not the fault of whoever I’ve tried to reach out to, but invariably they will say something within the first two minutes of conversation that annoys me to no end and there’s no possible way I could continue speaking with them, never mind opening up about whatever is getting at me.

I know this is my own fault, but it’s been going on since I was a child. Maybe it’s my fault for not communicating clearly about what I want or need to share. Maybe I wish people could be more attuned to how I’m feeling. Maybe maybe.

If you’re reading this and you know me, the next time I seem more quiet than usual, there’s probably a reason. This is probably true for a lot of people. Listen to them.

Play along

Play along.

I want you to close your eyes (after you read this part).
I want you to imagine you – the Real You, the version of you that you feel most strongly connected to, that you want to be, or that you wish to be again.
Got it?
Now, I want you to envision that you – I want you to tell me how old you are, where you are, and what you’re doing. View full article »

On suicide, part 9000

Is there anything I could have said?

I doubt it. View full article »

Cut my wings

She said she loved the way I rose
And how I’d fly and spread my wings
The way I stepped up climbed up
Said goodbye to yesterday’s things
But she would never lift me up
And I would never be enough
To save our dreams and we View full article »

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