In our moment
of Finally
She took my hand
And led me
Answered the questions
I should have asked
Removed the longing
Scars from my back
Took me to her place
I should have always been
Let me know every other
Was my burdened sin
She pulled me close
Like I’d always wished
Kept me near and
Denied me her kiss
And if she smiled
As she ripped my shirt
My heart forgave
Who always came first
Then she removed everything
Save her last secret
One last promise
She’s never told it her best
But she pulls me in closer
Says she tells me the most or
We need to have one more thing
Closer and closer inside we bring
Our secrets our kiss our dreams
Release let yourself be here with me
Let the consequences fall the weight i’ll carry
For once just let go, welcomed in
Smile in our nights of forgotten
Dreams and I wake
And I’m without you
Even in these dreams
I can’t have you
I’m awake and alone
And I can’t tell you
I know what you hide
And I still want you
Give your secrets to mine
Awaken our dream
Say what you mean
I’ll promise from inside
I just want you
I just want you
You’ve never been my secret
I gave you my promise
Give you my word
Always my Only
Our moments are finally
Awake and we’re real.
– JT
March 31, 2020